If you Google ‘Targeted Individuals Europe’  TI “Symptoms” a picture of the red whites of eyes is how it looks to be cooked in your home by directed energy weapons.   Assaults usually by neighbors.   Months ago a family member pointed out my own red eyes that look like the picture.  Caption beside it… ‘The most visible and common TI-symptom, especially in the first stages when the attacks are uncontrollable and the body has not coped with them yet, are the red eyes.’   I sleep under a table lined with sheets of metal, and on top pots and pans which sometimes shake, clanging together all night under the attack from my roof where men dressed in invisibility suits target me.   See the Guardian Newspaper’s April 2016 article on ‘Military ‘invisibility cloaks’ could breach Geneva conventions.’  Am always pleased to find exactly what is happening to me, just seeing the same truth in others helps so much.

Stomach targeted all last night, morning and day.  Thought about the people running the multi billion dollar corporation I worked for twenty years.  Considered them friends.  A woman who was the former head  of security knows what is happening… she has a beautiful life which includes young relatives who look up to her; they have no idea who she is.    There is one of the owners whose beautiful large family went to private schools in the area… When assisting them at the store the love shining through their eyes was incredible… the owner is a good father, but his children do not know who he is.  The founder is wealthy beyond belief, but all the money in the world cannot buy him grace or more time on earth.  The local security manager at the store who is a good young father and honest man is being kept in the dark about how his employer treats people who file for work injuries. And others high up in the corporation- go home, and kiss their family members.

Murderers are capable of great love.  There is murder by suicide, murder by accident and murder by natural causes.

Thank you God for everything exactly the way it is today.

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At BiggerThanSnowden.com, Renee Pittman Books writes, ‘…since post 9/11 law enforcement and military practice legalized nonconsensual testing operations with extreme low frequency radio waves for covert mass, and social population control.  Using highly advanced psycho-physical, psychological electronic mind invasive technology in an ongoing program.  Pittman Books supplies a drawing of a woman’s body and the effects directed energy weapons have on various body parts.  (Most of these have experienced.) She notes the first unclassified successful transmission of the human voice to skull was performed by Dr. Joseph Sharp of the Walter Reed Army Institute of Research in 1974.   Pittman Books writes that a U.S. Patent #5356368 dated Oct. 18, 1994 is a ‘Method of and Apparatus for Inducing Desired States of Consciousness.’  This device uses pre-recorded brain waves (brainwave frequency following response) that forces your mind to follow those brain wave patterns and feel what you are told to feel.  She writes about the ‘slow bending almost 90 degrees backwards’ of toes and fingers… (this happened to me at the FedEx Office on Glenstone Ave. in Springfield, Missouri in September 2016, when copying the reports about being targeted by my former employer- that I handed out around town.) A ‘customer’ came into the FedEx Office after I entered, and sat at computer watching me. Both hands started bending backwards in a position never would be consciously able to do. Immediately clasped them together and shoved them between body and the counter- flat -so they could not move.

Silent Sound Spread Spectrum (SSSS) has been operational since the early 1990’s.    In the New York Times newspaper Dec. 11, 1984  an article by Walter Sullivan mentions ‘spread-spectrum’ sound transmission to ‘conceal radar or communications.’   So a sound, or signal ‘distributed over a mixture of frequencies can be intercepted only by a receiver tuned to that mixture.’  In April of 2009 on the site ‘The World Vision Portal Forum’ by Gnosty  reported that U.S. Patent #5159703 ‘Silent Subliminal Presentation System’ was ready for use commercially in 1992. This device ‘simply allows for the implantation of specific thoughts, emotions and prescribed physical actions into unsuspecting human beings.’  Turning humans into ‘mere puppets.’  Gnosty writes, ‘whoever controls this technology literally has the power to control the minds of… all men and women everywhere.’  All televisions across the U.S. and Canada supposedly went 100% digital as of 2009 in their signals, which Gnosty records would allow unrestricted use of the SSSS frequencies called the ‘sound of silence.’  It is ‘subliminal mind-altering technology so extreme and incomprehensible…’ (people are) ‘…reduced to the level of compliant children and grateful to be alive in the wake of mind-wrenching experiences.’    Gnosty believes when ‘the shadow rulers decide to flip the switch to take over North America, they won’t need Army troops… every radio, T.V. (computer, cell phone, iPod, tablet,) and staellite broadcast will accomplish the job without a shot ever being fired.

‘Last week upon arriving at Thanksgiving destination up north, unloaded my car.  Took eleven trips into a relatives apartment, up a flight of steps and down.  On the second trip see a man leave his beige truck in a hurry.  Once this man is inside the foyer of an adjacent building his truck alarm turns on.  I take a bag inside and his truck alarm turns off. Come outside for another bag and the truck alarm turns on.  On and off, the entire time unloading car.  It was hard not to laugh out loud, but I wanted to respect the gangstalker working so hard to traumatize me within minutes of arriving.   He wanted to let me know I would be targeted during my stay.  Got many license plate numbers of gangstalker’s sale trucks, skull-trucks, and black sedans.   Everybody working hard to earn their money from my former employer’s- CEO, former and current heads of security, founder and owner.    No photos taken as didn’t want relatives to know.  Thank you God for everything exactly the way it is today.  This blog is for posterity.  Thank you WordPress for giving me this chance to write as if in a diary every day what is being done to me and hundreds and thousands of others.  For all to read.

Thank you God for bringing the Network into the light for justice and bringing the Network down to conquer them.  I love you God.  So be it, Amen.

December 9, 2014,   Dr. Daniel Lebowitz  a medical doctor   presented to a Senate Hearing,  “The State of Civil and Human Rights in the United States.”   Documenting the targeting of individuals in the U.S. ‘undergoing modern versions of COINTELPRO and MK-ULTRA combined,’  saying these programs are torture/trauma based brainwashing and mind-control  using secret forms of ‘repression, persecution and psychological warfare’ on ‘regular people’ in the United States.  He believes the ‘political abuse of psychiatry has been carried out… as a way to torture and discredit dissidents…. in unethical non-consensual human experimentation… with advanced directed energy and psychotronic weapons systems… in the most vicious… political control of dissidents, activists, whistleblowers, agitators and so-called “undesirables” that the world has ever seen.’

Jimmy Carter was our 39th U.S. President and in 2002 won the Nobel Peace Prize.  On June 24, 2012 he wrote an article in the New York Times Newspaper entitled, ‘A Cruel and Unusual Record.’  In this article Carter wrote about the assassinations of Americans and the human right’s violations occurring in the U.S. since 9/11.  (Wonder what he would say about the targeting of individuals today?)  He goes further to claim that the U.S. can no longer address world governments with any moral authority.  In 1948 the United States adopted the ‘Universal Declaration of Human Rights.’  Carter wrote, ‘It is disturbing that, instead of strengthening these principles, our government’s counter terrorism policies, now clearly violate at least 10 of the declaration’s 30 articles, including the prohibition against “cruel, inhuman or degrading treatment or punishment.”   In 2012 Carter recorded that laws violated the right to freedom of expression and presumed innocence until proven guilty- as well as warrantless wiretapping and government electronic communications surveillance.

After meditation sometimes go outside to commune with God’s creation.  Trees always say, ‘Look up.’  See their branches reaching to the sky, note the color of heavens, feel wind and cold. And hear… “If you surround yourself with beauty nothing can touch you.’  OK. Native American’s believe the word ‘beauty’ interchangeable with ‘God.’  In that transcendent moment understand what is needed, but then go back inside my home.   The wisdom of Tree, and in Rumi’s poem about meeting in a field beyond right and wrong are both hard to realize when tortured.  My home has become a prison cell literally.   Maximilian Kolbe, a saint transcended his torture in Auschwitz Nazi concentration camp by venerating Mother Mary.  Kolbe was interned because he fed Jewish people who came to him for help. The saint took the place of one prisoner who had a wife and children willingly, thereby becoming one of ten entering an  underground bunker to be starved to death.  According to guards he was either standing or kneeling the entire ten days and was the sole survivor.  Afterwards he did not resist when being lethally injected but offered his arm, unafraid of death.

It has been four years and five months of gangstalking.  Five months of directed energy weapons assault.  Keep positive, but if reflect on what my body will be like six months, want to flee, sell my home which is paid for and ‘save’ myself.  Many friends and family who know what is happening do not want me around.  One told me to see a counselor before visiting again.  Another asked recently if I still ‘believed I was being targeted?’  “Yes,” was my response.  They were sorry to hear it.  Family and friends are in pain for me- they also are forced to question themselves and their knowledge of me.  This is the saddest part of being targeted.  It is knowing those who love me are in pain for me.  Those who believe me CANNOT DO ANYTHING TO HELP STOP WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.

Do not blame people for fearing someone experiencing what 99.9% of people on earth do not.  

After turning to all appropriate ‘authorities’ on state and local levels for help, (which was denied,) wrote to two cousins who were in the military- as most of my large and patriotic family has been in the military at one time or another.  One cousin graduated from West Point, the other was in nuclear Navy.  Hoped they could stop what was happening to me. Instead, both sent condolences on my ‘stress’ and that was that.

When I see the gangstalkers they are so sure of themselves and have great pride in their anger, hatred and destruction of me.  Their killing of me will be termed a ‘soft death.’  The whole situation  is improbably to say the least.  Even as they are slowly murdering me, I am interested in how millions of Americans are asleep as to what is happening under their noses.  -Myself being one of them until targeted.  Am interested in how our press does not report on and investigate this real news.  Five months ago was so distressed over the harassment, intimidation and fear of being followed four years,  told a friend would go to the press for help and immediately became targeted with directed energy weapons.  That week I prayed to God about my imminent death and said ‘God if I have to die young, let it be for others, let it be a good death that means something.”

They say God never gives us anything harder than we can handle.  The German saying, ‘What doesn’t kill us makes us stronger,’ goes along with that idea.  Then there is the boy hanging out with Merlin- who was changed into all sorts of creatures, eventually pulling a sword from a stone.  Everything is for a reason, this I know.  And life is not a destination but a journey…  very true.  After going around town and giving my report to people- there is now extra security around me in any store shopping in… I’ve been slandered since the beginning.   Haven’t gone to the Springfield Police Department to file a report, as they would probably detain me for psych evaluation; according to other targeted individuals this has happened to.  

Any semblance of family or friends, stability or safety is gone.  Completely and absolutely gone.  There is only myself and God.  I use this blog for posterity.  My sites have been hacked into continually since blogging.  Nothing is sacred to the Network hired to destroy their targets.

Barry Trower has a degree in physics specializing in microwaves.  He is an outspoken critic of,  ‘…abuses carried out with electromagnetic weapons.’   His revelations are based on science.   Yet, the media is not reporting anything he says.

Had a good Thanksgiving with relatives up north.  Back home last night man runs onto roof to let me know they are there at 8 pm.   My stomach was fried so hard it hurt all night, felt like I would vomit…     Days before leaving to visit relatives, if you recall, the directed energy weapon used two nights in a row, made the space around me about 20 degrees, exhaling breathe blew out white in home.   Got up, turned on light, and thin white film of frost on parts of metal sheets around bed.

Smelled same as frosty cold CO2 in the canisters used in BB-gun when removed and spew remaining gas.   When these freezing directed energy weapon used, what felt like ‘pins’ went like needles deep into tissue of stomach, center top of head, on arms and legs.  At the time thought the CO2 was forcing microwaves into my body… didn’t understand.   Woke this morning having been told in sleep…   Just as human ‘eggs’ are frozen in liquid nitrogen- whatever was ‘frozen’ in the microwave weapon they dragged heavily on the roof that night was ‘injected’ via CO2 propulsion via directed energy weapons.   How much fun is that?  Below is photo with an unidentifiable object that was photographed in my front yard while ‘invisibility suited men,’ outside my home and on roof.

The three days visiting relatives had directed energy weapons used against me entire time.  Sitting in living room in large apartment complex,  my relatives facing away towards TV-   I raised the third finger on right hand directly to wall behind me where electromagnetic waves originated.  Heard expletives through wall.   Asked my relatives next day, who lived in that apartment next door?  They said many young men and women come and go.  OK.  Never said who they were, but knew them to be Gangstalkers by DEW use.  Saw two of them coming into building.  A very tall, bearded man and a tiny woman.  The look she gave when I said, ‘Happy Thanksgiving…’ was one of superiority and pity.   The man tried to smile but failed.   If every relative visited in past year has ‘neighbors’  around them monitoring and targeting them… perhaps we are genetically of ‘interest?’   The only thing that stands out is the psychic ability we share.  Most of relative don’t want to have anything to do with their gifts from God, choosing not to believe in them…  So why would the powers that be, want to harm us?  Because their artificial intelligence (AI) does not have psychic ability?    Artificial intelligence cannot love either.  These areas evidently are threats to AI.

The nanotechnology used today is on the scale of atoms and molecules.  The head of a pin is a million nanometers wide.  Ten hydrogen atoms end to end, span one nanometer.  A strand of human hair is about 100,000 nanometers in diameter. Nanotechnology is the research of anything under 100 nanometers big- or one billionth of a meter.  In 2015 nanotechnology was a $1 trillion industry.   This is quantum mechanics.  On November 26-28 2016 in Tezpur, India there was an International Conference on Light and Light based Technologies dealing with nanophotonic, plasmonic and metamaterials.  This technology is not only used in the ‘invisibility suits’ but medical research and other areas as well.   India is advanced in their research and production of directed energy weapons.

During WWI radio signals were jammed with success by France and Great Britain.   Today jamming with electromagnetic frequencies is illegal in the U.S.  The good news is there is jamming for individuals targeted with directed energy weapons.   These jammers not only de-program your brain from the artificial intelligence in computer interface, but interfere indirectly with the directed energy weapons being used against targeted individuals.   What myself and other targeted individuals on internet websites got all wrong  is that the only protection needed comes from our brains, not products for sale.   If this sounds like science fiction, it isn’t.  I don’t read books about or watch science fiction movies.   Tinnitus is a medical condition where high pitched ringing or buzzing occurs in your ears.   Unless you have hit your head severely or endured a bomb going off in your vicinity impacting ears, tinnitus is a symptom of brain computer interface.   One day woke up with this affliction when 23 years old.   For thirty-six years have I been programmed by the U.S. government? Interestingly enough that year in 1980 (after Three Mile Island nuclear reactor melted down) along with a large group,  I peacefully protested the construction of the Calloway, Missouri  Nuclear Power Unit.  Because the U.S. did not have (and still does not have) a high level radioactive waste repository (or dump) to place radioactive waste from all our nuclear power plants.  We, at Missourians for Safe Energy didn’t think waste should be manufactured without a repository.

Always told family and friends that humans were organic computers, but never understood to what extent until being targeted as of five months ago while being gangstalked the last four years.  These hidden illegal weapons coupled with the secretly produced invisibility suits or ‘stealth cloaks’ (see March 14, 2016 article in Guardian about how ‘Military invisibility cloaks could breach Geneva conventions,’) make covert experimentation on hundreds of thousands of Americans possible without detection/evidence.  (See BiggerThanSnowden.com.)   That means the wealthy (like my former employer, CEO, owner, founder and head of security… and former heads of security masquerading as kind men and women,) corporations and governments can get away with torturing, raping and murdering whoever they want.   By November 21, 2016 my brain was so computer interfaced could barely think or concentrate.  Wanted to sleep all the time or give in and have them interface my brain.  Would get a buzz or high- that is how brain interface feels when they want to addict you while damaging brain cells and turning you into a zombie. At other times brain computer interface hurts your head like pressure under water, vibrations or headache.    As God would have it, was sent an email from ‘The EveryDay Concerned Citizen,’ by Ramola D posted 11-9-2016.   In this posting Dave Case was reported to have invented an electronic counter measure for Tinnitus and was offering it free.  Contacted him and received the CD yesterday morning in the mail.  Went out before the stores closed and bought a 24,000 kHz pair of earphones made by Sony at Best Buy in Springfield, Missouri on Glenstone Avenue.   Listened to the CD for tinnitus all night on repeat during horrendous directed energy assault (with the ‘freezing’ energy waves for the second time which really, really hurt.)   Slept through some of it, woke freezing and shaking once.   But continued listening all night to the CD and in the morning did a crossword puzzle for the first time in my life!   Have never been able to do a crossword puzzle before or even wanted to do one!

The CD sounds like scratching, telephone or radio static- it is not pleasant audio. But as a heavily targeted individual,  to me it sounds like the sweetest music of all time.   The day I sent away for this ‘jammer’ started rereading ‘The Wrinkle In Time’ by Madeleine L’Engle published in l963.  The story is about three children. A physicist/father of two of the children traveled through the universe by wrinkling time through a tesseract or fifth dimensional space.  He becomes trapped on a planet that is exactly like the United States is today.  On this planet, a giant computer in the ‘Central Intelligence Building’ controls everything.  In the ‘Central-Central Intelligence Building’ a grotesque disembodied brain controls the computer.   People living there are subjugated through electric shock/frequency assault to reprogram them when they make mistakes.  Eventually pain and brain computer interface conforms each inhabitant into a perfect citizen melded with everyone else in a mass mind that is controlled by the master brain.  No one is different, everyone the same, controlled, not thinking outside the lines.  This homogenization creates an unquestionably ‘normal’ living environment where everything is perfect.

So why has Hollywood been allowed to create movies like the Matrix which refer to brain computer interface?   No clearer warning can be made to the sleeping American public.  Do our subjugators want us to revolt through brain jamming devices so they can experimentally decipher this last aspect of conquering the human brain?   All I know is this CD saved me.  Those of you wanting a CD- check out The EveryDay Concerned Citizen site on ll-9-2016 and contact Dave Case.

We also need to question why Hollywood makes so many zombie movies.  Yet it is with much factual evidence sleeping Americans still refuse to acknowledge 9/11 was orchestrated by the Bush/Cheney administration.    N.Y.P.D. and N.Y. Fire Department were told when the three buildings would fall.  The city planned an emergency drill the same time the three buildings were demolished.   Some saw the molten steel running down the massive I-beams even though the airplane jet fuel fires were extinguished and people could be seen waving from the giant gaping holes in the towers by the planes.  Three buildings fell into their footprints, (without wavering side to side or falling over) as happens when expertly detonated from the top down.   The third building fell hours after the two towers did, and was not hit by the planes.  Perhaps Hollywood is attempting to wake us up before all of us are completely brain computer interfaced zombies.

Since do not have internet on my personal computer and go to the library to blog, hope to continue after Thanksgiving.  If am murdered by ‘accident, murdered by ‘natural’ causes or murdered by ‘suicide’ …  at least you know of the jamming device to stop brain computer interface.   It is just my opinion… but believe when listening to this CD the computers interfaced to our brains cannot access our thoughts or send thoughts.   Wonderful.  God bless you and Happy Thanksgiving. Thank you God for everything exactly the way it is today.

Last night a different directed energy weapon was used.  Never experienced this ‘freezing,  pin-poking’ electrocution energy before.   Targeting feet and hip joints. Pretty specific.  Up all night with it.   Usually feel overheated when they start targeting at night.   Whatever weapon was used could hear it being moved around on roof.  Evidently heavier, made of metal.  Needing to be put down often.  Do these people not have lives?  That they must destroy the lives of others?   Why are our tax dollars spent devising bizarre energy weapons being used illegally on citizens, when our schools barely scrap by?     Two nights earlier during prayer stopped to address the coward on the roof asking why he didn’t ‘have anything better to do with his time?’   Sometimes they make it hard to keep attention on prayer without getting frustrated and angry.  Looking up to the ceiling saw dime-sized concentric circles of transparent  blue with red edges move towards me and dissipate. Understood was actually ‘seeing’ the electromagnetic energy hit my cornea and cause damage.   Quickly looked away.   More about what everyone should know regarding my former employer of twenty years…    In May of 2012 elbows hurt so bad from work injuries couldn’t sleep some nights. Strength in arms and hands gone.  One finger locked down.  After three days off, came back to find manager Betty replaced by my former pigtail-wearing-manager Lolla.   Figured it would look really bad if she fired me, (since I stepped down in her old department,) so went to report work injuries to HR.   On the store form wrote down work injuries, ‘trigger finger, palms, elbows, hands and lack of strength.’  (This medical form was taken from the physical file months later- ensuring palms and elbows never acknowledged as injured.)     Was sent to Springfield, Missouri Cox Occupational Center.  First time in life to report a work injury. Physician Dr. Black inspected me, and said I must ‘be depressed.’   Told him that perhaps the work environment just related (as to why work injuries occurred) sounded depressing,  and referenced women for decades were diagnosed as depressed  if they had symptoms of heart ailment.   Dr. Black only believed what he could see, the trigger finger.   In the manager’s office Betty (sitting next to best friend Lolla) said loudly my hands were not injured at work.  OK.   A Traveler’s Insurance payroll agent was on vacation, it was two weeks before any money came while awaiting surgery.   The agent assigned to me worked for my former employer in an official capacity before employed by Travelers.  Asked my surgeon if he could diagnose the two fingers on my right hand as triggering.   During our conversation he said ‘I have corporate obligations.’   Released me as MMI (maximum medical improvement.) Was sent to another doctor to do rating for workers comp.   He diagnosed me as having had epicondylitus’ or elbow injury and released me at MMI.

After surgery while stocking used weight lifting gloves from WalMart, and compression gloves to keep from further work injury and pain.  Even put memory foam in between the two to protect palms.  Within days realized no longer capable of doing same amount of stocking.  Betty and Lolla met me to talk.   Lolla said, “Not to worry…  Everything has changed since you have been gone- all associates in the department now help with stock, not just you and Colleen.”   While she was talking, Betty kept waving her hands back and forth thinking I couldn’t see her… trying to get Lolla to stop saying too much.  OK.

The thumb and third finger of right hand triggered.  As an artist terrified might not be able to paint.  Could no longer garden, hired a man at $20 a week to help.  During a Traveler’s insurance ‘investigation,’ the man said I probably hurt my hands painting pictures.   Told him painted pictures all my life.    OK.   While on vacation stock area replaced with brand new fixtures, except some carts.   Thanked bosses profusely.   Colleen quit to become a medical technician.   Betty hired four new stockers that were older than me,  instead of a young, strong stocker.   By doing so the ageism I experienced was taken care of.   Each of these women were eventually let go in months, but one.   Now I could legally be ‘let go.’   Not a good feeling. Worked even harder.   Hands and arms got worse.   Started wearing elbow braces again with the gloves.  Worked eight hours a day as always.   Terrified of being fired.

At years end, sent to HR.  Told to go to Cox Occupational Health (COH.)   The HR woman (wife of verbally-abusive buyer,) said I had been ‘complaining.’   Didn’t understand…  Never complained but honestly told bosses, hands no longer able to do certain tasks.  Always worked eight hours stocking.  Could not clip pants and shorts, or ‘bobber’ hangers anymore.  Relating this, she said again, “That is complaining.” At COH, was forced to take an X-RAY,  told it was arthritis and the case was closed.  The doctor left room quickly.   Out in the hall addressed the doctor- told him it was carplet tunnel syndrome- ‘an industrial disease’ that matched every single symptom from an internet site.   He instantly turned to his nurse holding the case- closed-form he just signed and said, ‘Shred it.’    He asked that I understand there were a lot of bills he had to pay. ‘corporate obligations.’  Recommended seeing a surgeon to make decision on one trigger finger needing surgery.   But the surgeon refused to make that decision on two trigger fingers needing surgery.   I ran straight to library and learned how to make a ‘burden of proof.’    Printed two reports on job history regarding work injuries.    Submitted it to the owner/CEO, and founder.  Within days scheduled for surgery with both triggers assigned as work related injuries.   Thanked both men in advance for this surgery.

If you Google, ‘What is Gang Stalking,’ the author writes that it has nothing to do with gangs.  It is official domestic counterintelligence, by federal and intelligence agents, contractors and sometimes supported by state and local law enforcement. Unofficial gangstalking is conducted by private investigators and vigilantes, on behalf of corporate clients and the security industry, (my former employer’s CEO, owner, founder and head of security.)  Their goal?  The ‘disruption’ of the individual’s life by severe psychological, social and financial efforts.  In East Germany the process is referred to as Zersetzung- (decomposition or corrosion of the victim.)  Author writes, ‘American and British victims describe the process as ‘no-touch torture’- a phrase which also captures the nature of the crime: cowardly, unethical (and often illegal), but difficult to prove legally, because it generates minimal forensic evidence.’  My sentiments exactly!  

The author of the site Fight”Gang Stalking,” writes the tactics include… ‘slander, blacklisting, “mobbing” (intense, organized harassment in the workplace), “black bag jobs” (residential break-ins), abusive phone calls, computer hacking, framing, threats, blackmail, vandalism, “street theater” (staged physical and verbal interactions with minions of the people who orchestrate the stalking), harassment by noises, and other forms of bullying.’  Personal and corporate vendettas common. It is psychological terrorism, the author writes. Gang stalking is essentially a form of extrajudicial punishment.    Violating the Fourth Amendment prohibiting unwarranted searches, the Sixth Amendment guaranteeing right to trial, and prohibited by criminal codes in every state.    In the URbanDICTIONARY under the definition of ‘gang stalking’ the word was used in a sentence…   ‘To get some revenge we had Joe stalked, mobbed and harassed 24/7, the gang stalking never stopped.  We had him followed, cut off, we bugged his house, made the guy think he was going loco, crazy.  We really messed with him till he was broken.’  (I love someone this happened too. )                                        

My former employer hired gang stalkers the past four and half years to do the same, but they haven’t broken me yet thanks to God.

All yesterday spent cleaning my home which is rare; the trauma and pain of targeting is something you don’t want to be around- and it happens most often at home.  Targeted all day while cleaning.   Left house to grocery shop at night fall. Targeted in store by a man who kept walking past.  Then he stops ten feet from me, and has his jacket up and over his holstered gun making sure I can see gun.  OK.  The guy was so obvious, it was funny.   I will laugh until they kill me.  As for going home, did not want to go home after being targeted there all day.     Drove around for a while.   (I used to run in my car and sometimes sleep in my car all night- thinking I could get away from these cowards.)  It was nice to get out of the house.  Two cars kept following.  Stopped to park for a while and instantly the two black-windowed, black cars drove by couple times.   One an SUV, the other sedan.   No matter where I drove the cars arrived after parking.   Just smiled.  You have to have a good attitude to put up with these cowards who hide in cars, and cowards in ‘neighbors’ rental houses, and cowards in grocery stores hiding behind their illegal directed energy weapons in their pockets, and their visible handguns.   Once home, spent entire night shaking from heavy targeting, at one point thought I would die.   (When think I’m going to die just immediately talk to God and feel at peace even though still shaking and sizzling.)   They stopped half way through morning meditation.   Spent the morning praying and cleaned a little more. Will keep writing until brain damaged or murdered.  Attitude is everything. Thank you God for everything exactly the way it is today.

Since being targeted, have noticed every aspect of life with renewed interest. The world from a previous ‘open mind’ was enlarged ten fold to encompass the horror of directed energy weapons assault.  The ‘horror’ stems from physical pain. Never being believed.  Can say this one hundred times but do not blame anyone for not comprehending the evil existing in our NSA, CIA and FBI that is perpetrated on an unsuspecting public (with our own tax dollars.)    Few believe who are not targeted.   There is horror  in having my body stripped of its good health hourly…  Found that any rooted or attached exterior part of the human body, such as hair, teeth or eyes is extremely sensitive to electromagnetic/microwave bombardment, because of their fragile appendage.   Hair began thinning right away with head always targeted- probably similar to electrolysis.  Teeth have started aching and feeling numb.   My eyes have been assaulted on all levels.  Have woken many times to find the four whites showing bright red in the morning.   (Guess it wasn’t good for my eyes to have seen the invisibility suited cowards on my roof.  Have found only one other targeted individual who has seen these ‘stealth cloaks’ as well.)    After writing about morning meditation in last two days: was targeted specifically on face and neck this morning.  The OM-ing was diminished as vocal chords restricted,  teeth became achy, and eyes felt swollen from vibration of electromagnetic waves.  Will I stop writing, stop thinking, and stop talking about what is happening?  Not as long as I’m alive.

Started this blog in October, to help targeted individuals like myself.   My art and photos were included as a way to encourage interest of readers who otherwise would not want to know.  My hope?  To educate about the covert holocaust in the U.S. being paid for with our tax dollars.

The targeting that happens on my roof by cowardly humans has caused it to leak for the first time in twenty years.  It isn’t a fair fight.  One night came out with a baseball bat and invited them down, two people ran up my roof afraid of a sixty year old woman.    The U.S. law breaking targeters are criminals who are not protecting their country.  They are using illegal military weapons, and doing criminal acts to protect the money of the owner, CEO, head of security and founder of where I used to work 20 years.  They are also expanding the data through experimental torture/research in brain computer interface.   My home which is paid for is the only thing going for me, besides the disability check received each month- and family and friends in my life.  Took out a $2,000 loan today to cover costs of the repair of the sabotage of my car.  Do not want to take my car back to the large auto shop where six mechanics stared with hostility as I walked into the garage as they stood under my raised vehicle.  The car has a warranty there, but don’t want to take chance. Was targeted with directed energy weapons the two hours in their shop.

We all leave energy trails.  Dogs can track the smells of the odor molecules we leave all around us.  Spirits can track energy trails people leave throughout time and space.  Looking forward to working with Archangel Michael who knows a lot about the ‘mechanics’ of the universe.  Thank you God for everything exactly the way it is today.

There has always been a war against good and evil on this planet.  Sounds very old fashioned but true.  We survive after our body stops living.  Those who die and are brought back with modern technology,  talk about feeling ‘solid’ on the other side, even though they can walk through our walls and send messages directly to living family members without speaking.  Some see demons and angels on the other side and on our planet while they are in their state of higher frequency.  If a human’s electromagnetic pulse emitted a high enough frequency while they were living in their physical body,  it would stop any directed energy weapons targeting it.

Egyptian kings were not allowed to rule unless first placed into a sealed sarcophagus for a certain amount of time.  They died and were ‘brought back.’   These Pharaoh’s other-worldly knowledge benefited the masses they ruled.  In ‘Closer to the Light” by Melvin Morse and Paul Perry, a great book about modern day near death experiences.  The cult of Osiris is briefly mentioned as the purposeful practice of near death experiences in ancient Egypt. The priests and Pharaohs performing this ritual were told, ‘No man escapes death… you go into the tomb alive and you will learn of the light.’  With free will being the law of our planet, good and evil  battle for control over each human at all times.   Knowledge of the divine is precious. The ability to alter ones state of being with a higher frequency is priceless.

Last night was so bad, ended up staggering to sit in meditation this morning to control the terrible energy waves debilitating me all night into dawn.   Shaking and sizzling none stop from the moment I went to bed- until pronouncing OM out loud and in repetition, sitting crossed legged facing east at my front door.

When desperately searching high and low for help five months ago at the start of being targeted with directed energy weapons I found none from ‘authorities.’.  No help anywhere in Springfield, Missouri..  Not from Russel the electrician, at Springfield Missouri City Utility who knew of a ‘poor girl’ ‘they did the same thing to last year’… and who immediately called the head of security at my former work place of twenty years to warn I was asking questions.  No help from  the Springfield Missouri Fire Department Captain Pennington who sent someone to my house to say the Hazmat team did not have  a Geiger counter or recording EMF device.   No help from former  Missouri State Representative Jim Guest who said his involvement in successfully helping a targeted individual in 1982 was ‘a mistake.‘  He sounds scared to me.  Yet he wrote a great support letter once- for that he is a brave man.

Have systematically searched high and low for product to help and authorities to pursue gangstalkers using directed energy weapons… and came up empty handed.  I’ve had most statuary stolen from my yard front and back in the past five months.  Any that remains is too heavy to move or too chipped and tattered.  My eye was hit with a laser by a ‘neighbor,’ who is a gangstalker.  Neighbors  moved away after attempting to break into basement windows and targeting me with whole house equipment they shut off when having parties.  One man, Brandon verbally threatened my family as well.  My car has been sabotaged twice.  The latest at a large auto repair shop in Springfield, Missouri.   After a $399 ‘tune up’ my car has required nine quarts of oil since September of this year.  This vehicle never lost oil.  When mechanics changed oil yearly and once bi-yearly, they reported oil levels normal.   And the two hours I waited in this auto shop, was hit heavily with directed energy weapons.   

I’ve never been able to read the Bible through, but have heard of Job.  A couple friends believe what is happening to me.    If the wealthy destroy those standing up to them, the way is paved to do the same to others.  Once I realized no authority would help me, have never stopped living beyond the limitations placed on me by former employer and their friends.  It is so easy to destroy a person’s life with illegal weapons and gangstalking.  It is easy to destroy a car, an environment, a nation.   It is much harder and takes a lot longer to work to bring about change for the better.  Thank you God for everything exactly the way it is today.

MarketWatch,   June 2016  reported that it is easier to shop for a gun than a Frappuccino or to buy apples.    According to a 2015 Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives statistic, there are 55,000 firearm dealers and 8,000 pawnbrokers selling firearms in the U.S.   There are 12, 000 Starbucks locations and 40,000 grocery stores in the U.S.   The homicide rate in our country in 2013 had the U.S. at over double the murders by firearms in each of these twenty-two countries… UK, Austria, Germany, Iceland, Japan, Switzerland, Ireland, Norway, Spain, Netherlands, Italy, Denmark, France, Luxembourg, Sweden, Greece, Canada, Australia, Belgium, new Zealand, Portugal, and Finland.  In an Atlantic article from 2013, gun deaths in the U.S. were compared to some of the deadliest places in the world…  Atlanta had a gun murder rate same as South Africa,   Detroit like    El Salvador and Phoenix  equal to Mexico’s gun homicide rate.   Less than a year ago Time magazine reported that the U.S. was still #1 at selling arms to the world, cornering 50% total world market.  As of May 2016 CNN reported the top recipient of  American-made arms was Saudi Arabia.  Among top ten included Turkey, South Korea, Australia, Taiwan, India, Singapore, Iraq and Egypt.  The Middle East accounts for 40% of all U.S. arms exports.  This data compiled by the Stockholm International Peace Research Institute. People use guns to kill living creatures, humans and ‘animals.’  The purpose of a gun as a tool, is to kill living things.

Today in an advertisement for Bass Pro Shops, an Armalite M-15 light tactical carbine semi-automatic rifle which shoots 30 rounds is listed under a Santa smiling in Wonderland.

Went out after meditation today to sit in backyard.  Tulip tree was bathed in morning sunlight.  Trunk tall and brown against blue sky. ” This is all you need to know,” Tree offered.  Looking up strength and joy radiated from branches.  Magnificence touching sky.  “Never give up,” Tree said.    But… sometimes want to sell my home which is paid for and leave remaining possessions with a relative.  And run.  Back to Israel to talk with God in the Wailing Wall boulders with other Muslims, Jews and Christians.  Want to walk across the United States like former Navy Officer and targeted individual David Voigts to bring the reality of directed energy weapons and Targeted Individuals to American citizens.

Russian physicist Vladimir Ivanovich Vernadsky, said “He who controls the entire electromagnetic spectrum will dominate the world.”  He died in 1945.   Most people who know me would rather believe I am crazy, than to believe our government agencies- the FBI, NSA and CIA are experimenting on women and minorities, whistle blowers and  ‘witches,’ since the 1950’s, (from the words of a ‘Gangstalker Confesses.’)

Mind wave technology began in the 1970’s,  V2K  (P300,)     Paul F. Batcho,  Ph.D   from Princeton knows.  He has numerous engineering degrees and has written about his time at Los Alamos National Laboratory in New Mexico. In the spring of  2016 Batcho became ‘targeted with electromagnetic torture’ (his words) ‘for the purpose of subjugation.’   Directed energy weapons, and brain computer interface are what he is warning people about today.  Batcho worked three years at Los Alamos where he had top secret Q clearance, and did computational physics.  He also worked with Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency (DARPA) on emerging technologies research projects.   Batcho, claims the frequency signals used in targeting individuals today  is in the lethal range of 450 MHz.     He sent an email to Homeland Security on April 8, 2016 about what he believes is ‘synthetic telepathy’ from cellular towers transmitting illegal signals being used on civilians of the U.S.   This technology allows “open communication of human mind to mind bridges.”   Writing that RF bands around   450 MHz and microwave transmission induce highly damaging bio-effects in the human brain and body.   Read more on BiggerThanSnowden.com.

At citizensaht.org  found the ‘Testimony of an Electronic Rape Victim.‘  Reading her story had me reliving the nightmare when it first started happening to me.  Now I put these ‘occurrences’ in a compartment in my brain for later dissection.  A highly intelligent relative has told me that I can find anything to support what is happening to me on the internet.  Yes… but if what this woman writes and feels- her desperation, sadness and disbelief- pain and torture is exactly what is  happening to me, then at some profound level just reading her words, knowing I am like her… is worth everything.  Do not blame relatives and friends for disbelieving our government does this to hundreds of thousands of unsuspecting Americans.  Love them regardless.  What is happening is so evil few citizens can dare to think about, much less believe it. Again I thank my father for making me strong, there is a reason for everything.

The head of security where I used to work, the CEO, owner, founder of where I used to work for twenty years, and my neighbors-  need to go to the citizensaht.org and read the ‘testimony of an electronic rape victim’ so they can more easily fall asleep at night.  Oh wait, it is at night they target me the hardest.  So they can more easily fall asleep during the day…  Thank you God for everything exactly the way it is today.